The Surprise is..

A lovely one

I was touched.

Really Touched

Thanks Honey for the bouquet of roses

Thank you for sparing a lot of time and effort just to make something special in my birthday. It meant a lot to me.

thanks sayang

happy

Happy Birthday Honey!

His birthday is actually Saturday (21-6-08), but i wouldn’t able to post blog on last Saturday. but i still wish him on phone. so for my honey HAPPY BIRTHDAY and many more to come

*rambut otromen.hehe

to a wonderful guy with the biggest heart

to the one who has and will always be there – as my friend, my brother, and sweet heart

for all the sweet and sad times

for all the drama, the properness and emotional sessions

for all laughters and tears

u make my life so meaningful

thanks for everything. for the love we share.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEY!

thanks god the day you come to my life and you always be apart of my heart

sayang you sangat²!!

i wish all the best for your study

have a great year and may u archive the success u dream of.

jangan tension²

may Allah always bless us with grace and happiness. all the way we belong

* still fresh in my mind. 1st time we dating. so sweet!!

Sorry

HURT

Seems like it was yesterday when i saw your face

you told me how proud you were but i walked away

If only i knew what i know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you’ve done
Forgive all your mistakes
There’s nothing I wouldn’t do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won’t be there

I’m sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn’t do
And I’ve hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won’t admit
Sometimes I just want to hide ’cause it’s you I miss
You know it’s so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There’s nothing I wouldn’t do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I’m sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn’t do
And I’ve hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I’ve missed you since you’ve been away

Oh, it’s dangerous
It’s so out of line to try to turn back time

I’m sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn’t do
And I’ve hurt myself

By hurting you

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trust

he thinks I’m with someone else; and I think he’s with someone else. our long distance relationship is so confusing. we still grown up. we got to know each other more.so for this time around, there’s trust on my part too.

what i hope is, i would trust him without a second thought.never been suspicious again.sorry honey!

trust come from honesty.i will.

admit

i admit. i start all the drama and part of all is my fault.

maybe I’m too emotion, can’t sabar, if i can control, the thing not going worse,but then again, if u not think too much, none of this would happened.furthermore, i need keep my mouth shut but I’m the kind person will voices out my opinions.can’t simpan².

i admit. i wrong to say some of the things i said.I’m sorry to do what i did.to treat some badly.but to most.no.it wasn’t my intention.

what can i said.apologise.our intentions is good but it turn out actually.

l wouldn’t make u hurt anymore and pray our relationship will going well as we planned.

i miss his smile …..

You and Me, Forever

On my way to fetch my honey. yahoo!

i’m gonna miss this face every single moment

dinner at secret receipe

hurmm maybe at tangs singapore

above + below: after dinner at danga bay.

we went to singapore again. above + below at vivo city. fyi my honey used new shoe.

some other more. hottest then all this pictures. syhhhhh! sweettttt sgt! thanks for everything honey.

Spend All Time waiting

he’s sms. expected he arrive at amsterdam around 1.00pm. only god know what i’m feeling right now. today is even worse. trying to calm down. cool wawa!!

ha! his sms come.ahh seronok nya. tgah nak reply ni will be back!

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ha i’m back

huhu we now about 6500 miles apart or 13 hour non stop flight to meet again. It really agonizing to us to face this fact. i guess we can only work hard for make our love work, just like we did b4 this. biar jauh tp hati kita dekat kan sayang!.

all i can do now setia menanti he back maybe next year (jan or feb) with lots of stuff from UK hehehe. or back forever (aug or nov) i’ll be waiting u honey.

and thing he left for me with our memories, the most i like – his kain sarong kotak² , our pic together, perfume, stuff from UK, and all the precious memories (jalan² around JB + singapore) never been forget. thanks for everything honey. i love u and always will.

for me, even if he’s all the way across the country, important is i’ll manage to be stronger without u here. i need to pick my self from being spoiled and always know he really love me. kan honey?

i miss you sayang every second.

” cinta and hati sayang always dalam hati i. i takkan tinggal bawak kemana². i sayang kat u sangat².mmmmuah

…. sayang tunggu. tak lama lagi i akan balik semula kepangkuan sayang. for ever! “

I LOVE U MOHD HANIF ZULFAKAR, I ALWAYS DO. I WAITING YOU HERE HONEY!!